Hello Everyone,
I have a reached a new peak. A peak of pure boredom. I spent most of my days the same. Either working or at home, doing the same daily tasks day in and day out. I either work and complete paperwork, cook meals and make sure the children that I care for are bathed, fed and have laundry done before I leave. Or I spend my days at home watching tv, reading, or doing countless rotations of laundry.
But lately, I have begun to realize something. I simply just tired. I’m tired of completing the same tasks day in and day out and not having anything else to do. I’ve sat at home for the past two days, doing absolutely nothing. I sit, and watch tv, attempt to wash and fold all of the laundry, sweep and mop to make sure the house is clean.
All the while, my husband does none of it. He attempts to help do things around the house but it just doesn’t also work out that way. But that’s not the point of the post today. The point of the post today is; have you ever experienced such an utterly pure form of boredom? Sitting between the same walls all day. Watching the same shows, waiting to get the mail just because it’s something to do?
How do I break out of this boredom. I need a hobby, wintertime is arguably the worst time to pick up a hobby when you’re older. I’ve thought about volunteering, but volunteering where? I don’t have that much free time between Work and School during the year. I do graduate this May which will free up some time. Additionally, I’m hoping to pick up tennis this spring but I just don’t know.
I wish I lived in big house, where I had tennis courts and I could just go out and practice. Or practice my flips and tricks whenever I wanted. As we know, as I know. We don’t all get what we want and boredom comes with life.
Scratch that; boredom is a symptom of life; a symptom of living.
as always, Junie XOXOXO
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