Thoughts of Junie

The Crack in my brain
It drives me insane 
I have an elephants memory 
It can't be tamed 
Please someone help me before I go insane 

I'm feeling anxious and hopeless 
Please I don't want to be lame
But I just can't ask for help 
When I can't even yelp

I just can't remember
Yet I don't know why 
But something happened to me 
Please someone tell me why

What did I do to deserve this? 
This unhappy life 
I wish someone would tell me why.